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Can you be more specific, OP?

>>fb-AUQMHRS1 Not a pedo, thankfully. I did say it wasn't illegal nor does it affect real people. >>fb-IT248HK4 Look up "gynophagia" and "dolcett".

>>fb-UKB5WY50 That attraction brings to mind the character "Bilquis" in Neil Gaiman's American Gods. Good book IMO. Anyway: Consider seeing a psychologist or psychiatrist for professional advice and/or treatment. You also could read some of the studies below I've found along with others either referenced by or referencing them: perhaps you'll take away something useful for your situation. Many people nowadays may be in the same boat as yourself with undesirable erotic attractions, possibly relating to use of pornography, early exposure to it, and/or [early] life experiences. Consequently it's very conceivable that in the future a sizable percentage of those people will be seeking various forms of treatment voluntarily, and a potential dearth of research in this area could well change. "Sexuality in the 21st century: Leather or rubber? Fetishism explained." Medical Journal Armed Forces India. 2019 Apr; 75(2): 121-124. PMC6495465. doi:10.1016/j.mjafi.2018.09.009. Epub 2018 Nov 22. "A Modern Behavioral Treatment to Address Fetishism and Associated Functional Impairment." Clinical Case Studies. 2014 Aug; 13(4): 336-351. doi:10.1177/1534650113512020. Epub 2013 Nov 25. "Brain structure and functional connectivity associated with pornography consumption: the brain on porn." JAMA Psychiatry. 2014 Jul 1; 71(7): 827-34. doi:10.1001/jamapsychiatry.2014.93. (PMID 24871202) "The DSM diagnostic criteria for paraphilia not otherwise specified." Archives of Sexual Behavior. 2010 Apr; 39(2): 373-6. doi:10.1007/s10508-009-9552-0. (PMID 19779971) "Internet sex addiction treated with naltrexone." Mayo Clinic Proceedings. 2008 Feb; 83(2): 226-30. doi:10.4065/83.2.226. (PMID 18241634) "The experimental analysis of human sexual arousal: Some recent developments." The Behavior Analyst. 1998 Spring; 21(1): 37-52. PMC2731388. doi:10.1007/bf03392779.

>>fb-YN6CND7E I'm seeing a therapist soon for my OCD. I'll be able to talk about it then.

Thanks for the references, Anon

You're welcome.